Friends

It never ceases to amaze me how people will dump you when you're at the low points in life. I guess I should have known that by now people are only looking out for themselves. Maybe one day I will learn.

Good day to bad day

Today seemed to be pretty good. I woke up without a hangover, I was actually worried with that as I drank wine last night. Did some laundry, cleaned house, and watched a little football. Wendy shopped all day, so I had pretty much the whole day to myself. THEN, the shit hit the fan, and my mood went from good to fucked up. I had been putting off doing my P90X for a few days because of my blood pressure issues. I knew I needed to pick it back up and since I felt good today, thought this was the day to get after it. So when I was switching the input on the tv, it went haywire on me and some point and now I can't get the fucking thing to work at ALL. Nothing. No satellite, DVR, not a damn thing. So my mood had gone from good to bad......Feel like getting drunk.

First time

So after a friend suggested blogging, I checked it out and here I am. I'm not real sure what I'm doing or what to expect, but I'm willing to learn. I have a shit ton of feelings that needs sorted out, so I hope this will help me from going off the deep end and killing someone, or myself for that matter.